Like a FruitRollup

26th November 2011

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11th September 2011

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when freshmen walk up in the school on the first day…

they be all like

the 10th graders are just happy not to be at the bottom anymore

the 11th graders 

and the seniors are just like…

 (= hahah lol

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10th September 2011

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Nine Crimes ♥

♥ So you want to kill yourself? Because no one cares about you. Your family hates you. Right? No. Your parents walking in your room in the morning to only find a dead body. They’ll try their hardest to not think negative, and to just think that you’re fooling around. Then they’ll start shaking you. Why aren’t you breathing? They’ll be broken. Tears. Many tears. More tears than you ever shed. Was it them? Were they the reason you did this? More tears. Pain. Every day. Every night. Every single second of every day. Guilt. More guilt. What about your bestfriends? They’re not going to care. Right? No. What’s the first thing that will go through their mind when your principal comes in and tells the class that you’re not alive. While your bestfriend sits there in tears. That girl that you’d smile at but never talk to? She’s now crying. The boy who used to kick you under the table just to annoy you? He’ll be shocked. He’ll be devastated. He’ll blame himself. What about your teacher? Thoughts crossing her mind. She’ll question if you did it because she didn’t make school comfortable enough for you. Pain. Devastation. All in one. Who organises your funeral? Who has to go through your stuff? Clothes? Notes? Those few older girls who used to give you daggers at school? They’ll feel regret. They’ll blame themselves. See, if you killed yourself today, you’ll never know what might of happened tomorrow. You’ll never know because you’re dead. Plain dead. Not breathing. Not alive. Just dead. Your family hates themselves for it. Your bestfriend then falls into depression. Tears. Tears. More tears than a river. All because you killed yourself because you thought noone would care. Right? You are loved. By many. Someone right now is thinking of you. And right now, I’m thinking about anyone who has thought or is considering suicide. You are beautiful. No matter if you’re black, white, homo-sexual, tall, short, overweight or anorexic. You are beautiful. You want to kill yourself? Think about it first. There’s no coming back. And I promise, if you do it, you are not only hurting yourself, you are hurting many. You are creating more tears than you led yourself to. You are making everyone miserable and making them all feel guilt and pain. Never will they feel whole like they used to when they had you. You are beautiful. And you are never ever alone.

♥ There’s a point in your life when you know who stays forever, and who’s just around for a while. People change, so do you. Sometimes for the best, and sometimes for the worst. Bad things happen to everyone, you’re not in it alone. People lie, and some people just don’t care how you feel. Your heart beats, no matter how much pain you’re in. Everything will be okay… eventually. There are always people in your life that just make your day, no matter the miles. I know about distance. I’ve been dealing with it all my life. Don’t tell me it’s easy, because it’s not. But it’s worth it. I’d rather keep in touch with the people I love, than just drop it and forget about it. You don’t forget the ones you love. It doesn’t work like that. Give it all you’ve got and live your life to the fullest. People would kill to be you, have what you have. Someone always has it worse off than you, but that doesn’t mean you don’t count.

♥ People say, ‘I’m going to sleep now,’ as if it were nothing. But it’s really a bizarre activity. ‘For the next several hours, while the sun is gone, I’m going to become unconscious, temporarily losing command over everything I know and understand. When the sun returns, I will resume my life. If you didn’t know what sleep was, and you had only seen it in a science fiction movie, you would think it was weird and tell all your friends about the movie you’d seen. They had these people, you know? And they would walk around all day and be OK? And then, once a day, usually after dark, they would lie down on these special platforms and become unconscious. They would stop functioning almost completely, except deep in their minds they would have adventures and experiences that were completely impossible in real life. As they lay there, completely vulnerable to their enemies, their only movements were to occasionally shift from one position to another; or, if one of the ‘mind adventures’ got too real, they would sit up and scream and be glad they weren’t unconscious anymore

♥ Its when he thinks you’re perfect, just the way you are. And you can tell him everything that is so incredibly not perfect with you and he still doesn’t see it, thats when its real.

♥ Mathematics may not teach us how to add love or how to minus hate. But it gives us every reason to hope that every problem has a solution.

♥ I have always lived violently, drunk hugely, eaten too much or not at all, slept around the clock or missed two nights of sleeping, worked too hard and too long in glory, or slobbed for a time in utter laziness. I’ve lifted, pulled, chopped, climbed, made love with joy and taken my hangovers as a consequence, not as a punishment.

♥ I’m mistaken for a flirt when I’m friendly. I’m mistaken for a bitch when I’m blunt. I’m mistaken for sad when I’m alone. I’m mistaken for shy when I’m quiet. Quit assuming and get to know me.

♥ cupid, bro, we gotta talk about your aim, man.

♥ You’re only a teenager. You’re not yet married, so go with the flow, laugh tons, use manners, and try something new. Will you just kiss him already? Trust your feelings, spend your cash, introduce yourself, take a change, study hard, seek happiness, and regret nothing. Don’t laugh at people’s dreams, make a wish on 11:11, challenge yourself, take pictures and appreciate the memories. You should make time to dance in your underwear, and learn from the past. Play dress up and then take all your clothes off. Have the time of your life.

♥ They’ll hate you if you’re pretty. They’ll hate you if you’re not. They’ll hate you for what you lack & they’ll hate you for what you got.

♥ Don’t ever use someone’s past against them. You’re just reminding them of the mistakes they made back then. If you watch their facial expression carefully, then you’ll see the hurt in their eyes as they reminisce everything that happened. Never use emotion as a weapon, it strikes deeper than you can imagine.

♥ i keep it real & that’s a promise. I might be a bitch, but at least I’m honest.

♥ Being called weird is like being called Limited Edition. Meaning you’re something people don’t see that often, remember that.

♥ I’d cuddle you so hard! (=

♥ If you’ve ever tried to fight tears on the bus ride home, and failed. If you’ve ever lied about why your eyes were glazed over, and you were believed. This one’s for you. If you’ve ever stopped listening to your favorite band because he liked them too. If you’ve ever hated a girl you didn’t know because he picked her over you. This one’s for you. If you’ve ever wished you were weak enough to cry in public. If you’ve ever constantly hid behind laughter and smiles. This one’s for you. If you’ve ever bit your lip to stop it from quivering. If you’ve ever walked with your eyes planted on the ground. This one’s for you. If you’ve ever stared into the darkness before sleep, trying to avoid the ‘what’s if’s’ and ‘if only’s’. If you’ve ever listened to totally different music, but ended up thinking about him anyway. This one’s for you. The girl who doesn’t get the guy. The girl who still lives her life to the fullest she can. The girl who gets up every day and doesn’t give up. This one’s for you, because it takes so much to be that strong

♥ A boy sitting in his room with unseen tears running down his face, not about to end any time soon. He sits in his bed, and reaches under his pillow. He pulls out that hidden notebook with the pages filled. Page by page, he rips them out, the memories of her, good or bad. The only person he ever loved was this girl. He kept tearing at the pages, trying to let the feelings go, trying to forget the girl who just shattered his heart into pieces. Not too far away from the boy’s home, sits a girl; all alone. With music blaring and tears not heard. Her head is down, actions speak louder than words. Her hair falls down, all over her face, so messed up, so misplaced. Unheard tears streaming down her face, as if they will never end. She understands that things will never be the same. she takes out her notebook and a pen; starting to write, of anything that comes to mind. she tries not to think about the boy; because the only pain worse than having your heart broken, is breaking your own.

♥ Every guy is tragically hung up on somebody. It makes it kind of hard for the girl.

♥ You’re fine exactly as you are. Your curves, words, flaws, strengths, thoughts. You don’t need to change. You aren’t ugly, stupid, or worthless. You are you.

♥ Respect people’s relationships. So many fish in the sea, don’t try and mess with the one that’s caught.

♥ I hate to break it to you, but being a coward is not a legitimate career.

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28th August 2011

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That Girl

♥ She’s not like that now. She knows better. She knows now that people lie and promises can be broken as quick as they’re made. She understands that she might never be loved and too quickly good things fly in front of her eyes before she can reach out and grab them. There isn’t a place for everyone in the world, so if you’re standing alone for a while, that’s why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that’s when it’s the best. She has found out too soon, that in the end you are your own best friend. Everyone will be broken at some point or another in his or her life and more often than not, it’s gonna hurt like hell - but as much as you want to, you can’t stop it. You can’t change your fate, some things are meant to be and all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge. You don’t know what it is, and when it happens, but it’ll hit you like a ton of bricks. Over time, certain things no longer have an effect on you, and that happens because that’s the way it’s supposed to be. But you’ll learn all that later in life, when little things like a sunrise or a spring rain start to matter. But it might catch you off guard and happen sooner than you think. I mean ask her, she knows.

♥ My parents said that I was special, that I wear my heart on my sleeve. But really, I just trust people too easily. I usually create a false image of who I want them to be instead of who they really are. Soon, it’s the fantasy person I trust. I believe it when they say, “i’m your friend” or “you can trust me” or “I truly care about you.” I’m the cause of my own downfall. I trust people too easily. But I learned my lesson: trust no one.I

♥ She’s got this subtle beauty, where she knows what you’re thinking, but she doesn’t let you know she’s got you figured out.

♥ And I’m sorry if you think I’m being a bitch, but being screwed over isn’t fun and I’m sick of it.

♥ I miss how you never gave a shit, but you always seemed to care. I miss the way you would be such a dick, but you were somehow always there. I miss how we talked, for hours on end, but most of all, more than anything, I miss being just friends.

♥ Don’t base your decisions on the advice of people who don’t have to deal with the results.

♥ Next time you’re stressed, take a step back, inhale & laugh.  Remember who you are & why you are here.  You’re never  given anything in this world that you cannot handle. Be strong, be flexible, love yourself  & love others.  Always remember, just keep moving forward.

♥ Cancel my subscriptions, I’m tired of your issues.

♥ Tell him I hate him. Tell him I dont need him. Tell him to have a great life without me. Tell him he means nothing to me. Just dont tell him I said this with tears in my eyes.

♥ We may not be right for each other, but we’re young, the whole “soul-mates” thing doesn’t exist this young. We live in a world where all we do is strive for more. But why can’t we be happy with what we already have? If you can take a lesson from “You never know what you got, until it’s gone”, maybe we’d learn to appreciate what we have more often. You can’t always get the perfect moment, all you can do is make the best out of the circumstances. Because there will never be the perfect guy, but there will be the guy you learned to love; his flaws and everything else in between.

♥ I am constantly pushing away boys who actually care, because i want the one who doesn’t.

♥ Mirror, mirror, on the wall who’s the biggest fool of all? It must be the girl who can’t stop crying.
or maybe it’s the girl who kept on trying. 

♥ Letting go is something you do when you still love someone, but just don’t believe in them anymore. 

♥ Do you remember when the only time you felt that empty feeling was when you fell off the swings and got the wind knocked out of you? When you cried all day because you scraped your knee? It seems so dumb now to have cried about those things, but you were young. You were hurting. But doesn’t that mean, five or ten years from now, you’ll look back and think it was dumb to cry over him? Yeah, you are still young, and you’re still hurting. But honey, it’s not going to matter later on in life. All he is, is a scraped knee and a fall that knocked the wind out of you. 

♥ I don’t understand how you can smile all day long, but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change, but the people in them do. How you can love so innocently, but it can turn into anger so quickly. How your best friend can become your worst enemy. Or when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know letting go of something is best for you, it hurts just the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much time to spare. How people make promises, and bear their souls to someone despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives ‘cause it’s just easier then working things out. 

 ♥ I’m ready to be the girl i used to be. the one that never cried, the one that didn’t get mad at stupid little things and the one that didn’t sit around and worry about love.

♥ I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I’m the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. I’m the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I’m the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of. I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile. 

♥ You know how its so easy to tell when a guy likes another girl, but so hard to tell if the guy you like feels the same way about you? I always wondered why, but im finally figuring it out. Its because when you like someone, you starts to mix up what you hope to be with reality. 

♥ It’s that tragic story of a shallow boy,
with the girl who sees way too much in him,
the story of the boy who turned her down
because she just wasn’t pretty enough, and
the world spits in her face telling her she`s not
 good enough day after day, and everyday she
paints on a smile and pretends she`s fine…
it`s the story of my life I’m done looking.
I want someone to find me. 

♥ I think everyone at some point, goes through that one moment where they think “my god, i can’t do this”. But you know what? You can. No matter how close you are to the edge, no matter how badly you feel like giving up, or think it’s best to do so rather than have to put up with the pain - don’t. Don’t lose hope that things will get better. Don’t give up, because there is someone out there who will make you smile in a way no one else ever could. keep that glimmer of  hope alive in your heart, because someone is out there searching for your smile. so wipe your tears and keep your head held high.  

♥ I have never been strong enough to stay. People say that walking away is the hardest thing to do, but it isn’t. staying, even when you know it will break your heart, is the hardest thing. Staying right where you are, waiting for your entire world to be ripped into pieces is much harder than walking away and starting a new one.  

 ♥ One day, you’re going to want that girl. That girl that knew she wasn’t perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. The girl that believed the scrapes of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. the girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes, you probably deserve it. That girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that no one else has ever appreciated. The girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever. The girl that sees this and still loves you. The girl that should have you, but doesn’t even though she deserves it.

♥ Well he wasn’t really a jerk, it’s just like you know when you like someone, but they don’t like you… They just sorta automatically become an asshole. Yeah, like that… He was actually quite nice to me.

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